cherish all the little things in life.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
with ♥ 2:35 PM
tossed and turned in bed last night; my mind ran through many things. all that's happened recently, all that had happened in the past, what might happen in the future. it was alot of thinking and i dont even know when i fell asleep.
all it came to was a single conclusion: for me to cherish all that i have now, all the little things in life. alot of moods and feelings crashed and conflicted. i guess what happened in these few months, to people close to me and to people i know but dont really know triggered sth in me. for the better, i suppose.
im no longer that ignorant little girl that took everything for granted. every single moment in life is precious now; it took me a long 17 years to realise this fully. and i promise to be a good little girl and pray everyday, and do good deeds whenever i can. and insist baby do the same. life's really fragile; it's scary that what used to be a mundane routine in life can change in a split second.
whoever said life's like a tv drama is so damn right.anyway im really excited to see baby's reaction later. :) first would be shock i guess. hope he'd like the surprise. :) and yay, baby asked my daddy out to kbox. :D two of my favourite men together. :) yay!
next week wil be exciting! family day. :D shld be fun, yes? except the 1km run, of cos. i always hated running. hmm. im also meeting meanie on tue! :) and on a very, very, VERY happy note, i am left with
TEN TRAININGS. how's that! :D agonizing, yes. but after this, i can concentrate studying alrdy. :) nowadays i have alot tuition and extra lessons and stuff too. so im really anxious for trainings to end soon. then i have more time.
only 7 months left to A levels. it's a really scary thought.
then again. i dont wanna study all day and miss out the pretty little things in life. hmmmm. i'll have to juggle, yes? :)
ok. off to study my geog now! alot to study for atmosphere. but frankly speaking, it's quite fun. :D and yes!! i passed my first ever econs test. it sounds pathetic i know, laugh all you want, but it really means alot to me. :) and i got an A for my geog essay drought hw. :D that means alot to me too. heheheh, i can do it!
before i met you, alot of things didn't really matter to me. what came and went was just a part of life. but now that you've entered my life, i realised that you're my sunshine and you mean everything to me; losing you would be losing part of myself. I love you, and i'll cherish every moment we spend together in life. <3>-jinghui-
Labels: envy. i still have a few years. sheeshhhh.
2009 sucks big time.
Friday, March 27, 2009
with ♥ 11:37 PM
i dont like ox. i really dont.
this year is so frigging unlucky and so many bad things happened alrdy, leaving me extremely edgy nowadays. idk, i stil have this weird feeling that sth bad gonna happen but i dunno what. and its v v scary. zzz. stupid 2009 :(
nth much happened nowadays [i guess for this year, it's a good thing], just really tired. and i realise
i cant multi-task. and that sucks. :\! hmph. and today Orchard road learning journey.
I FEEL CHEATED. THE TEACHERS PRINTED BLACK AND WHITE ON PAPER FIRST GROUP TO REACH SCHOOL AFTER THE ENTIRE EVENT GETS A PRIZE. AND THERE WASNT ANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( i feel so upset okay. we shld have just dilly dally and shop lah. wth. :( i'll never trust aj teachers on such stuff again :( angry uh! hmph.
today i had alot of mood and feelings through out the day, from happy to angry to exasperated to exhilarated... and to fear, anxiety, worried, panic, paranoid.... idk, it's rly scary. its like death, this year, is so so close. it's really scary. idk. :( :( :(
today, i felt the fear of losing someone really close to me, someone i really love. that's really scary. the feeling is so different from watch tv dramas, the fear was raw. i dont ever want to think about it or experience it [it's inevitable i know but still!] :( sigh. i'll cherish all i have after all the incidents that happened. second blow of this year. i cant take many more blows, i swear. and im kinda worried. :\ oh dear. one more week, before i go into a complete state of frenzy and hysteria. eeeeeeeeek.
-jinghui-
Labels: i cannot ever lose you.
photos 08032009 <3
Thursday, March 26, 2009
with ♥ 9:56 AM
me and baby @ marina barrage :)
pretty bouquet baby gave me XD
on bridge on our way to keppel bay for dinner :)
pretty candle @ prive
the starter! that's not an egg yolk btw. :)
the ultimate choco mousse! <3
see how tired baby was :D he smiled for the camera anyway. <3
night at keppel bay was lovely.
love the bridge.
in the car! :D
it changes colour okay. :) i'd love to go there smday again on foot, darling! then we can take many photos :D
flowers on my table! :)
Labels: i love you.
D: so frigging worried!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
with ♥ 12:40 PM
before anyone complains, i know its been v long since i blogged okay. haha. too many things happened, im v lazy to type and all. lets start from 07032009!
celebrated my
one year anniversary with baby! din exactly go well because....
a)
we din get to ice skate. some crappy competitions were held :( okay nt crappy bcos they were really pretty and graceful on the ice im just feeling sour i din get to skate!
b) we got lost :( .
I HATE READING MAPS! :\hahaha. and we went marina barrage impromptu. not nice lor the place. :\ nth much. but i must admit its good for picnic. :) v difficult t drive in though! but dinner @ prive was cheaper than expected so thats great. :D it was rly romantic and all. i highly recommend anyone who wants to have a romantic evening with their love there. i mean, keppel bay itself was so so pretty. the bridge was lovely too :) but the food was v. v. french kinda cuisine so if you dont like sea urchins and stuff, dont go. but
THE CHOCO MOUSSE WAS AMAZING. its like one of the best desserts i ever ate okay. no kidding. :) that tiny cup was deifinitely worth 18 bucks. :D but it was really nice to spend a whole day enjoying without having to think about school work and exams. im rly lazy to post photos, cos my hp cable spoilt. another day, maybe. :) but
GOSH. the catching up for hw and studies thereafter totally sucked :\
08032009 :) <3 the actual day! but had tuition and all, so only ate dinner with my baby @ manhattan fish mkt. hated it. :\ big fan of fish and co., so everything was just plain odd for me there. bit tasteless. :\ anyone wants the voucher? im nvr gg back there to eat agn, dont suit my taste buds. anyway baby gave me a really pretty bouquet of flowers! :) and till today some are stil hanging upside down.
Im trying to make dried flowers! :D hopefully it works.
okay, the week after that was plain boring. alot of hw and studying. however i bought a clutch from
Warehouse @ a sale! really really pleased with it. :D its
purple. heh. and sat i went NUS and NTU open house with my dale. (: been rly rly long since we actually went out together and had fun.
in the morning at
9am we took the train to clementi (._.) and went NUS first, cos she wanna go there. i swear,
NUS is really wild. like compared to NTU, they are completely different. the hostel and all were like so frigging high and crazy and they keep talking about block outings and parties and clubs ok. LOL. and NUS alot alot of goodies!! they actually gave a rly pretty diary that's probably about 10 bucks? idk. and lotsa random goodies that i was v happy about when i sorted them at home. hahah anyway. @ NUS i was just looking arnd, dilly dally-ing. i mean, i'll nvr go there mah. chang was so tired after that. lol. thereafter at bout 12pm, we went
NTU! :D was really excited, cos its like it wil either make or break me. and guess what, i loved NTU after we went arnd and stuff. :) i guess the wild party kinda lifestyle @ NUS isnt rly for me. :) and well of cos once i got to NTU, i zipped to the
NIE booth. the person was really nice. :D and she totally just reinforced all my decisions! ehhehe. :) then after NTU me and chang went orchard cos she wan t get her hp which she couldnt get in the end. then we went hk cafe to eat. food was so so, but the frigging mango ice thingy was so good!!! but we were so cold after that. LOL. but the entire day was so tiring that neither of us took photos. that was how tired we were.
anyway hehehhehehh.
now im really excited abt gg to NIE. ive nvr been so excited about going to another point in my education life. :) now all i need to do is work hard i guess. :\ im keeping my fingers crossed! and heh. when i get into NIE
baby can fetch me to school hopefully everyday :D yays!
okay thats about it. now its the HOLIDAYS, apparently. but yah with all the work and all, it wil nvr be. and trainings! gosh. i cant wait to step down i swear. but today im really really worried and i keep having clammy hands. :\ i hope everything will be okay. i must be strong i must be strong. i prayed everyday so everything shld be ok..... right?
-jinghui-
Labels: worried sick.
excited excited excited
Friday, March 06, 2009
with ♥ 10:16 PM
i got an A for my alevel chinese. (: one step closer to a pretty cert. but oral only gt merit; cant say much cos i know i screwed up. oh well. all that matters is the A.
anyway it was scary to know one year ltr i wil be taking all my results. sigh. okay time to study hard. so scary. :\ nevertheless, im in a v happy mood now cos tmr is the day i
cele one year anniversary with my baby! :D :D :D going ice skate, walk walk or sth then prive. (: yay yay yay i hope its pretty and i hope i dun have bad hair day and i wont over___. how annoying ok. heheheheh. anyway its good when your parents know you have a bf cos if they
approve, things are alot easier. :D [if they dont approve, things will be worse. lol.] dont have to sneak around etc, since my family really strict [i cant even stay overnight at chalets]. well in the 1st place i dont rly like places like zouk PLUS baby wont like me t go so i guess my parents have nth t worry abt. hahahah.
and im almost done with presents. really excited. :D but
i haven paint my nails so im going off now! :D yay yay i hope tmr comes faster but passes slower when it DOES arrive. (: hehehehehhh.
AND I STILL CANT DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR ZOMG. hahahah ling cinch chang and jenna were like exasperated cos i decided against whatever they suggessted. hahahahha :D i swear, jenna's like a mother and cinch is her daughter. LOL. just like how i feel like a nanny to chang -.-" gosh.
and look at this photo from corbis. its so damn cute! :D i burst out laughing and going ohmigosh when i saw it hahahhaa. :D i just love babies and children. (:
-jinghui-
Labels: i cant wait im excited :)
CHINESE ALEVEL RESULTS.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
with ♥ 8:43 PM
zomg i
SWEAR nxt year when I take ALL my sub results i'll just
DIE. im alrdy like so frigging worried and terrified cos im taking chinese results tmr zomg. :\
eeeeeeeeek!!! D: and i made a pact with dawn. if i get an A, i will treat her to erm, i dunno pizza hut maybe. if i get B and below [oh my ---- hope not!!!] she treat me to lunch instead. okay i think now im just really scared and hyper. due to sugar rush. :\ oh my gosh. :(
and guess what baby told me! ntu open hse on 14 too. great!!! :D gg with dale on 14 march :D ntu [due to me] and nus [due to her]. hahaha (: so gonna be busy that day! i insist on sitting at NIE LT4 from 11 to 145. hehehehehehhehe. maybe chang will decide t be teacher too. ;) i wanna teach pri or sec school! (:
okay. now im still really worried. i think tmr before 1220 i will be jus jumping/ squealing/ fidgiting until i get my results. sorry chang and ling. hahahha bear with me la ok im really worried. D: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk!!!!!!!!!!
thinking of sat and sun still dont really make me feel calm! :
-jinghui-
